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Hey look! New background! Woo. And I made the header myself.:D

Meowww. Yesterday was fun. We were chilling outside of Chicos for the day. 

A dog peed on my jeans. Lovely, huh? Haha, well it's okay.
It didn't really bother me. I mean, it was bound to happen sooner or later. 

My dad really liked one of the dogs named Jesse, 

and it makes me wonder if we would get him. He's a real sweet heart, and mellow. 

I wouldn't mind getting him...it'd be saving a dog, and he seems nice. 

I also went on a train. A child's train. Fun stuff. xD

Wow. So, I'm watching the first harry potter, and they're all
BABIES. 

It's so cute! Even Fred and George! Gahh. 

You know who I miss? The old Dumbledore. 

I mean, the new one is fine and all, but yeah...shame he had to die. 

But yeah, just chilling at the moment. Thinking about some things..

So glad I only have 2 days of school this week! Yeahhh Thanksgiving Break! :>

Sooo last night we went to my neice's performance in the Nutcracker. 

That was NOT the Nutcracker. And if it was, I don't know what I've been on all these years... 

She was adorable, of course. She was a clown, and she knew EXACTLY what she was supposed to do, 

and let me tell you, she's 3. That's pretty impressive. 

But I just don't understand ballet. I mean, it's pretty and all when it's professional..and let me tell you, 

the little children made it hilarious...but it took up the whole evening which kind of sucked. :P

Ah, so many things to talk about!

Wow. I have not been able to blog in forever! I've been busy with 12 Angry Men.(Or in our case, Jurors) 

Yeah, I have practice 4-6 every day! I love it, but it doesn't give me much time to do this..

hehe. :] But yeah, I'm enjoying myself. I'm called 'grannie' by everyone

because I'm an old lady. Joy. xD

 I tell you what, life has been good lately. That sounds weird doesn't it?

It just has. I find myself smiling more, and enjoying the stuff I'm doing. 

I know why, but I'm not going to tell you why...well maybe later. But yeah. 

I love Saturdays now too. I look forward to them everyy week. 

See, I help out at our local mall, which basically has an outpost for the animal shelter on the weekends. 

It's so much fun. :D I always have a good time, and the animals are adorablee. 

SOOOO. Harry Potter 7. Who's seen it yet? I HAVE. I went to the midnight premiere last night, 

and let me tell you. It was AMAZING. I'm running on 4 hours of sleep at the moment, 

but it was so worth it. They were spot on. 

It made me want to laugh, to cry, to squeal in absolute Harry Potter fan delight, 

and more. If you haven't seen it and you've read the books, GO SEE IT NOW. I COMMAND THEE. 

:D

Can you tell I'm running on 4 hours of sleep? I cannnn. xD Wow, Thanksgiving is next week, 

hard to believe that. I'm going to Conway Arkansas for the big ole family gatherin'. (And yes, I did that on purpose.)

It's going to be fun. I always love going down there. :]

You know how I was raving about Nanowrimo a few weeks ago? It was fun, but I have definitely run out of steam, 

which sucks. I just don't have energy right now, or the time. Mehh. xD

Well, this was my first year, I got a taste of it, and now that I know when it is I'll definitely do it 

next year...

That's all for now. :O

NaNoWrimo!

Ahh! I'm so behind on this and I'm kind of freaking out about it. 

Are any of you guys doing it?

I've started a new story and I figured I might as well keep count here! I'm going to go into hardcore writing mode so I probably won't be blogging as much...but oh well! Ehhh. 

Meh. I'm so nervous because I'm quite behind and I'm like shittt I have to get moving! 

AH! Well I'll be going now! See ya!

Abortion

SO I was just randomly looking around on gurl (love this website, btw!)

And I saw a section about Abortion. 

That has got to be one of the most controversial topics of all time. 

Where do I stand on it? 

Well, I think that, if say, the woman was raped, the fetus should be removed. Nothing against the unborn child or anything, but the woman or girl, for that matter, may not be in a situation where they can care for the child, either with financials or with environment. 

Now, on the other hand, if you're just plain stupid and don't protect yourself, (AKA CONDOM)

you need to be responsible and have the baby. If you really don't want it, give it to a couple who can't have children and stop having ridiculous amounts of unprotected sex. Heck, don't have sex at all, stupid. 

Another thing. I think sex should be saved for marriage, btw. 

:]

Hehe. anyways. I can understand both sides of the argument I guess, but I guess I'm half and half. 

And also, stem cell research. That's controversial too, because you can take stem cells out of embryos, but it will kill them. I'm for it. 

But that's another blog post. eventually. :]

Okay fine. I think it's okay if the embryo is like never used. (Say it's for impregnating and you never use it.) Might as well not waste. It could save a life!

Ah Procrastination

Another topic near and dear to my heart. Funny thing is, when I need to procrastinate, I usually get on here. Hehe. So, I'm super pumped for Twelve Angry Men...urrr, Jurors. It's going to be awesome. If you haven't read it, it's about these jurors talking about whether this boy who murdered his father is guilty or not guilty. It's kind of like law and order, where there's some spiffy twist. Basically, Juror # 8 is like Detective Robert Goren from Criminal Intent.(AKA, Vincent D'Onorfrio.)

But anyways, he is super bad ass and manages to convince everyone that there's a reasonable doubt about whether the kid is guilty or not. I'm Juror #9, the old person and the first to agree with 8. I'm excited because this is a student run production, a first. I think both the director and the producer will do an excellent job and I'm excited to work with them. 

Ugh. But anyway...I'm supposed to be studying for biology. I got a 64 on the last test. Sucks, right? It sucks even worse because I STUDIED. A LOT. I thought I knew most of it.

But I didn't. =.=

But I feel like I have a good grasp on all the topics on this test. 

Oh, and I also have a religion test. Joy. 

Meh. Oh well. I'll study for that now. Bio is like at lunch time and I have a study hall or two before that. So yeahhh. :]

Have you noticed that I start almost all of my paragraphs with but anyways? I just did. Hehe. Oh well. Habit I guess. I'm probably going post something else in five minutes because I'm bored, so brb basically. xD

Ahh Bullying..

So. I was in the car with my mom and brother after 

they picked me up from play practice. (I haven't been driving recently...I keep getting up too late. =.=)

We were then driving to the library to get a book for my brother when he starts

talking about some stuff at school. Then my mom says,

"Oh, by the way, Robert got in school suspension"

Robert is this kid in my brother's class who basically sounds like the biggest pain in the ass ever.

But this is what he got in school suspension for: 

Banging a lock against a computer. 

Okay, yeah, that sucks for the school and all but seriously? This kid has done ALOT worse.Here's a list. 

1.) He pulled down his pants in front of the whole class

2.) Like a typical jock, he kept making that OHHHH noise when someone would serve in Volley ball.

3.) He doesn't listen to anyone

4.) He has anger managment issues

5.) This one takes the cake. There's a girl in my brother's class who has a learning disability, but you couldn't really tell by looking at her. Anyways, she's in special classes. So, this boy Robert gives her a 'letter' he wrote to her. It goes something along the lines of this. 

Dear _______

You're so ugly and gross. Stay away from me, because I think you're so ugly and I don't want to be around you.

Robert. 

THEN, when this kid is supposed to apologize, he says "I'm sorry about the way you look."

When people say 'Oh we're going to stop bullying, yay us!' At this school..

BULL SHIT. 

Seriously. I WENT TO THAT SCHOOL 6 YEARS AGO

I was teased. I was bullied. But did the school ever do anything about it? Nope. Did my teacher do anything about it? Nope. she just looked at me and then nodded, saying she'd 'take care of it' did she ever? Nope.

Ughh. Sorry guys, this just gets me steamed. And the mayor came and talked to our school today and he was like "Oh yeah, bullying sucks." or something like that and was like 'yeah I'll take care of it' or something like that. I really was paying attention, because he's actually really interesting!

But yeah, if that kid was my son I'd be spanking him until his butt turned blue. Not even kidding.

...I should be studying for biology :P

=.=

The Experiment..

So, I've noticed when I talk to people, things get awkward. It's weird. 

But yeah, I've decided that I'm just going to stop talking. Literally. 

I'm only going to talk to people who want to talk to me and my friends. 

That's it. I'm only doing this little thing at school, because I like people 

outside of my school. 

Wow, that sounds harsh. What I'm trying to say is 

that people at me school are...well. If they don't think you're interesting, they tune you out. 

I'm sick of feeling like that, so I'm just going to stop talking to people like that. 

It'll be fun, actually. But where I stop talking, I'm going to push into other things, like 

sketching stuff and writing and listening to music. Oh, and acting. 

I want to be a badassin the play we're doing.

Mwahaha. I'm so bad. I feel like if anyone from my school read this,

they'd be like 'Omg she's such a freak.' Honestly, my new mantra is eff them. I really just don't 

care what people think anymore. I just can't stand that constant pressure of worrying what they think. 

I don't have to please them, and if they don't like me well, screw them. 

Funny I'm just figuring this out and I've been going here for like 6 years, huh? Well. 

I've gone through a lot of phases. It's strange. My last one was obnoxious kind of. I was 

trying to be sociable but as you can see it wasn't working out. Oh well. I don't care! 

Hehe. So, if you go to St. G's and you read this and hate it, see if I care. If you keep reading, 

you're cool. :]